Coffee Time at Twice Told (1995)

Post rush hour rains soak the busy causeway outside the third level flat I occupy at 13th & Marshall, Northeast Minneapolis. As most are performing their daily efficiency exercises, acquiring monies and prestige for attainments of attempted happiness, I on the contrary, sit content most days scribing, painting or just creating; surviving off an inheritence wisely invested.

Fortunatly the demise of winter approaches but the spring rains make no hint of closure nor do my seasonal desire for coffee. Dressed in typical drobe, jeans and lambs wool, dawning a scarf and rain coat, I drift down the stairs of this old stone building in which I reside. Stopping to check my box, I query, “No mail, that’s peculiar”, and speculate that yesterday must of been some sort of holiday. After all, these days it is a rarity when the mail box is empty given that the post office has been allowing extremely good deals to those advertising in bulk; no doubt an attempt to stave the threatening effects of the Internet invasion. Regardless, all profile propaganda are immediately discarded in the nearby rubbish receptacle. I lock the empty box, withdraw the key, and walk out into the wet tuesday morning.

Ambling across the lawn, I jump across a partially pitted and marshy sidewalk, and splash into a murky leaf laden orifice but rebound quickly, avoiding slipping in a wet slime, and land firmly on a large protuberance at the base of a tall oak tree that extends from between the sidewalk and the rue. A cabbie nestled nearby queries. Ignoring his gesture, I continue, as the rains continue to quench and moan.

I enjoy the freedoms of minimal ownership, in particular a void in owning an automobile and suppose ridding of my last was unnecessary but it needed more attention than could be mustered; relationships can benefit if maintenance can be minimized, but when interruptions or divergence of normal operation become frequent, one must consider the inevitable. Although the tires and brakes were in very good shape, the engine ran marginally, the body was completely rusted and only one door was reliable; and it happened to be the rear hatch. Besides, the public transporation system in this town was friendly enough and in a pinch, an offer by a neighbor to use her car prevailed, but a bicycle remains the preferred choice of navigation. Yet despite the rain, today, I do not mind walking.

The coffee salon I frequent is selectively urban filled by night, but conveniently, during the pre-lunch hours, it remains casually pleasant. The waif of espressos and fresh baguettes seem to continue to stir memories of a fabulous visit in the alps of France, near Grenoble, my first, some years earlier when traveling on “official” business while in graduate school at Minnesota. It was early in 1994 when pork barrel politics were blamed for the abrupt demise of the Texas super collider, an action that no doubt changed the complexion of Particle Physics, and assuredly the technological potentials of this society, and most directly the job market for young PhD’d physicists. But now, rather than fill my brain with the whir of particle interactions, I instead rely on the salon’s supply of Christian Science Monitors, all of which are speared by a long wooden dowels, presumably inhibiting theft, to occupy my morning rituals. On occasion I seek other sources for news but often find them to be distractingly tainted by the corporate worlds regenerative need to propagate biased attitudes, and whose advertising monies, no doubt by requisite, restrict any potential for an objective viewpoint.

The rain continues to sizzle on the galvanized metal flue that projects out of the red multi-coloured brick wall, extending from a cast iron wood stove sporting a chipped white porcelain pot filled with humidifying water. As the grinding of coffee beans and the associated aroma fill the air, the large window facing the street streaks with condensation, partially from the porcelain humidifier, and partially from the naturally humid environment offered by the saturating rains. Needless to say, the many hanging plants, ferns and fig trees thrived with exuberance as evidenced by the potency of the colour they possess. Winters are excruciatingly long in the northland, but this coffee salon, known as Twice Told, has manifested into an essential ingredient of my life’s recipes.

 DMD, 1995

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Posted November 11, 1996 at The Electric Pen

Turkey Birds

Snow on ice on snow on ice on snow form the foundation of my trail. Winter blows across the oxbows, filling in my path, as though they have never been traced, unless your eye is discerning. The crisp sun shown down to illuminate my history. I found, however, that in places the snow would not give, and my skis would only skim the surface.
When numerous large claw prints were discovered, I imagined hawks at first. Instead, a flock of turkeys stand dormant across the open field, collecting sunlight on their dark feathers, bundled together they find me of no real interest, as I continue to skate along the layers of white.
Each year the snow lays over the valley. Each year it melts. In that time many have discovered life, while others discover death. Like the seasons, we cycle.
What do we do when seasons pass before a love is discovered gone?

Hairy Woodpeckers

Where are the finches? The restaurant is open. Thistle tubes hang from the eves of our modern ranch home whose orientation is maximized for the mid-winter sun. Windows peering over a creek sized river known as the Red, where cat and walleye are known to be caught in its turbid waters.
A Pileated woodpecker was, however a regular visitor due to the water saturated spindles which adorn the area. Squirrels, both gray and red run the spaghetti junctions. Deer regularly graze.
Oil sunflower seeds in a basket hang from a high branch tethered by a cloth rope. Hairy Woodpeckers discovered the Felled by a crafty squirrel, replaced by a 25 foot dog chain.
Oil seed, woodpecker, chickadee, nuthatch, and then, golden finch, american.
The yard is now busy.

A First Post

The mild winter presses forward, division, uncertainty are easy to embrace for most. Instead, I propose creativity to solve the dismay, creativity, feathered with humility but certainty that our work is to teach, to research, and to service.

Rufer Avenue (1990)

The Rain comes down in sheets.
Saturation, once I supposed it would be a fine time to die in a shower. One did today, whilst another exploded. Powder keg.
During, I did not understand but it is pieced together now.
A girl, her mother, and her’s.
She is gone now. Burdens lifted, pain anguish, peace.
I will move to the North now, and grow cucumbers, maybe tomatoes. My mother is gone now. Oh my.

I am reminded of peering out a window on Rufer Avenue.
A man, fell to his death, whilst the sheets of rain continued to power down. How many stops did I resonate w/ another.
These times, when the pressure drops, my emotions are stirred. A pattern, water, saturation, moon, saturation.
Contentment when immersed
Surround me w/ your body
Cover me w/ your mind.
Together, we are poured into the chalice of life, to mix, and never separated.

Continue to be peaceful,
Strive to resonate,
Whom am I.
One who enjoys the resonance of the soul, or the driver of such.

Throw away the Past
live today
One day, oh absolutely,
One day
   I will be gone.

6/2/90 – Ddm

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All We Need is Love (1985)

Why & How
Since all we’ve done
I hear nothing
Now that I’m away
You can be free
But with desires
and fullfillment
Always wondering
Now’s the chance
No motivation
Fixed up
Made up
Now’s the Time
I can go
But where
Can’t fly, can’t cruise
Need an excuse
I’ve got plenty
Do it he says
With all thats around
And so few important things to do
My priorities straight

But my love all gone
Where is she
She who
I’m all alone
Searching, deserving all
Again where?
Just over the Horizon
Chasing rainbows
or maybe just pots of gold
Blowing the chance
or maybe not
Joyously I continue on
Until I know
Love abounds
Ecstatic that I’m free
Now I can be.
Wavering in my mind
Happy to be divine
Eyes open
Ready to go
Ears listening

All’s gone
Ready: instead I sit
Evening approaches
You’re somewhere I’m not
Obviously respondant
Until it happens
I really wonder
Me & my house…
Insistant to be my own
Since only clouds cover
Scenery is dark
You and I
Ongoing ends
Until we meet again: Goodbye

From the Desk of DMDJr.
Sun. November 3, 1985 10:28 pm
Last touched: December 28, 2017